sitting, waiting, wishing

today was a good day :) 'nuff said

i mean i woke up and didn't feel that great and everything
but going to kristen's and spending time in the early morning(for me) with two of my best friends helped, alot.

and everything about today was just great, mostly. i think..
I GUESS.

thank you arthelooo=)and everyone else for a nice day
and it was good getting to know everyone a little better

and now, i am just sitting, waiting, wishing. yknowww, cause i don't really know. just sorta
on the phone with adriana, my luff.

i feel a good change coming on, hopefully. HOPEFULLY
ahhhhhhhhhh =)

and unlike you, i think it's easier for me to say things straight out in person, or on the phone
most of the time, hahh
but only if i'm asked to ..most of the time. :)
rather than typing it out which causes me to think for quite awhile about what i should/can/need to say
and then thinking if it's safe or not to post publicly
but i don't really know, yknow?
because what i just said might not make much sense to you, but it does me.
"it's better to say too much, than to never to say what you need to say"
but i dont know. who knows (?)
=)

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bobby, you're killing me.