partial realization

last night, maybe things didn't go so well
but that's over and done with. or not
who knows

i got so caught up in things last night that i totally forgot to finish my homework. i thought i finished everything, but turns out i didn't. luckily, i had late start today. so instead of getting my extra 45 minutes of sleep, i woke up at my usual time and finished my homework. then on my way to school, i studied for a history quiz.

i don't think late start is very necessary, actually. maybe for the teachers, and we get a little extra sleep. but c'mon, 8 minutes of homeroom instead of our usual 40 something? that means we get about 2 minutes less in our regular classes. such a difference, adriana!

not that i don't like late start, cause i do.
i just don't think it's very necessary.
ahha, but at least we get something. i just sort of miss those monthly minimum days where we would walk down to int'l, mix it up, and kristen's. jaywalking and millions of pictures; alla that. good tiiimees. we were all so carefree and had nothing to worry about, and i miss that. L7, YOU KNOW.
HMMMM, summer. maybe :)

speaking of good times, i came home today and listened to a playlist i made back in 2007 and beginning of 2008? woooo, that brought back alot of memories. haha
time goes by way too fast, and i'm starting to feel like i'm putting some of mine to waste.

so i have came to a realization and made the decision that i don't have time to be unhappy anymore.

i mean sure, i'll have my downs.
but i'm gonna try as hard as i can to keep my gameface on, forreals this time.
^_^ like thaaat
"i hope i see you there."

mhhhmmm, THASS WSUP.

and mannnnnn. i already miss sitting next to you in science, erin! what's me without you? =(


oh btw, today's horoscope. scary.
Thursday, January 29
If you want to overcome a feeling of rejection today, focus on yourself, your image, your own personal needs. Don't be afraid to be prudently selfish today. That is exactly what you need to do if you are to understand and heal yourself today.

tgiaf, really. catch up with me tomorrow, adriana! maybe all of this week's stress is a result of one friday without you. HAH

and i hope to see you soon, my luff. even though we're not on very good standards right now, i'm thinking.. :3

damn. i should really find something to do. gootbaiiiii