last day of winterbreak

so i fell asleep around 12:30AM and woke up today at 11AM(?) to a horrible nightmare that caused me to shake (says my sister) ahh

and that's what happens when you oversleep.

but anyway, i have to say
last night's phonecall was the best of all
i was able to get to learn alot more about you
and you were able to learn alot more about me
"i want to know everything" eventually

and i guess we're able to answer more, even when questions aren't asked. :]


hmm, this is exactly what i wanted for this new year: a good change.
and i hope/think that is what i'm getting

i like how when we talk, it's not always serious, and not always joking;
just at the right times.
and i'm feeling that all the walls that have been holding me back, are quickly disappearing
and that as every day passes by, and after every conversation
i feel more safe and comfortable, like i don't have to worry about what's gonna come out of my mouth
if it's gonna make you think a certain way or not,
i can just be myself. yknow?
but maybe just cause i'm a left-handed pokemon? ahahahah
who knows.

but i am so grateful for everything right now.
for my health, you, my friends, my family, everything.

2008, you have been sweet on me.
and 2009, everything's just getting better.

i really hope that thing's will stay like this
good and "in place"
even though school is starting again

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
=)
hummmmm




what do i have to catch up on before school tomorrow?
CALL ME ADRIANAAAAAAAAAAAA<3