>:O

i hate this.
i hate this.
i hate this.
i hate this.

oh nooo, this all would have not happened. if i wasn't so persistent, asking to know something i already did, just to have the satisfaction of hearing it come out of his mouth.

i would have never ruined what i came so close to accomplishing. i would have never caused so much guilt in this person.

although i'm not sure if the guilt is real, i would have never caused anything like this if i didn't ask so much.

everything would be normal as it is, and great. and nothing like this would have ever happened.

amazing how one little thing can change so much..

but its all over, so it doesn't matter anymore.

and the weekend is near, so a new week is coming.

and after a few days, maybe weeks, maybe months

hopefully, everything will get back to normal.

hopefully.