things i did today ..

- ate lunch
- sat and thought of things i could do to kill time
- ate ice cream
- ate twix
- washed dishes
- took a hot shower while listening to hannah montana
- talked to arthelo
- ate
- ate
- yes.

home alone

bored as haaaayl. =(
SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEEE

adriana, mi luff.

haven't seen her the whole break until today!
OH HOW I'VE MISSED HER <3

so woke up around 10:30 ish?
while brushing my teef, adrianaa called and i offered to come over

sososo went to her casa
and later on, went to the shoppes ^_^

danggg, shopping spree. well at least for us
satisfied secret shopping ;]

ate some cpk for dinner. yumyums

anxiety

last night i had about 2 or 3 interesting phonecalls
and i spent a night at tawnya's house, once again.

at 3, i came to the realization that it was kind of late
so we went to bed.

BUT for me, it was one of those nights where my thoughts would keep racing endlessly and i would be thinkingthinkingthinking of a milli different things and possibilities

and that is not gewwdd, cause then it's very hard for me to fall asleep.
so as i was laying there, i was hoping and hoping for the sun to not come up just yet

i think i fell asleep around 4
boooo.

woke up at 12 something today to a funny text from my father
"WHO AM I? call me" ahahah
he misses me, i'm guessing :)

i wouldn't be surpised though since i've been at tawnya's house for how many days?!

ate some lee's sandwiches and soymilk for breakfast
yum yum.

i am a happy person, for now..


=)

later that night..

went back to my house cause my dad was having a party O.O
haahahah, who knowss!

family friends were there
then the younger crowd(?) decided to go bowling

funnn. tawnya started going crazy and dancing and whatnot
surprising ;]

i'm glad i got to actually spend time with my dad's friends' kids
they're pretty fun to be with

unproductive morning

got 894507 something calls this morning
woke up around 12
went downstairs

and ate gnc from epl ^-^
bet you can't figure that one out!

so fullllll

blog later, maybe
=)

what's in store for today?

i should fix my blog layout btw.
it's bothering the heck outta me.

i can't believe yesterday was christmas

WAKING UP AT 7AM IS "NOT THE BUSINESS", nope!
but sleeping at sears for an hour sure wass. HEAVENNN<3
thanks to my smart idea

and i finished buying everyone's presents except tawnya's
pat on the back for meee

and while tawnya was sleeping at the food court, i had spam musubi.
YUM YUM YUM. my favoriteee

then we waited till 2PM for ..ARTHELO.
got in for free thanks to his great plan and watched the curious case of benjamin button.
so good, but lonngg. and my stomaach, GAHH D:

today could've gone better, but yaknowww.. WHO KNOWS.

OH WHAT A DAY!
but tonight will be good, hopefully.
we'll party it up ^-^

even though tawnya and i have been awake for 13 something hours and its only 8:30
wonderful ..will you survive tawnya?!

and yet another sleepover.

=)<33

WHAT A CHRISTMAS.

spent it at tawnya's house! no surprise.
while my mother was at my gramma's
and my father and sister were at mi cousins.

in the mornang, me and tawnizzle woke up and we were both hungry! NO SURPRISE.
so we walked down the stairs and guess who was there?!
my godparents from arizona ^-^

after breakfast, we got ready and went to go eat pho rowland with them.
yuuum. PHO

thayn we said our goodbyes and went to my cousin's house to drop off presents.
after that, my father dropped off tawnya and i at her house.

and this is where the adventure begins..

SOSOSO. we sat for a very long time and watched tv.
then we came downstairs and watched stepbrothas wiff some lee's sandwiches on the side :D

then jacky came over and we watched bring it on, elf, and "garfield"
and made some DELICIOUS cupcakes with a great amount of frosting.

wowwwwww WHAT A CHRISTMAS. WHAT A CHRISTMAS. WHAT A FREAKING CHRISTMAS.

P.S. we were going to take pictures, but we forgot.
^_____________________^

merry christmas everyone, i hope everyone had a great and safe christmas like ours. or maybe even better, if that's even possible ;]

christmas eve

with no other then my luff, tawnyaaa =)

lmaoo. picked her up early in the morning in my robe, no bra, and boots. LOL
and tawnya was all dressed up and cute ^-^ LOL LOL LOL

gg world for you, tawnya.

we planned on this christmas dinner and errthang, but nope.
we stayed home and ate noodles :)

THENTHENTHEN we were gonna go eat CPK
BUT NOPE, my father wanted coconut bay. SOO
it was pretty good though..

after, we decided on eating yogurt.
bad ideaaaaaaa

at home after that, we partied it up
blasting hype music and whatnot
and writing in the magical journal.

=))) i am very happy at the moment.

brea for christmas shopping

= super FAIL.
two days in a row with erin though! ♥

went to east LA hospital for the first time to talk about my surgery
and my family and i are so happy for the option they gave us and i thank God so much.
this is the greatest christmas gift i could ever receive.

after, i was so happy and hungry.
so i called erin and we went to breeea.

AND I ATE THE GREAT STEAK. deliciouszzzszzsz
while erin sat and watched me. she was missing out

then we did some shopping and found practically nothing.
well erin, but not me. :[

whoo, what an adventure, that day.

p.s. kylie invited some people over that night to chiil and stuff. AND I DECIDED NOT TO GO BECAUSE I WAS SOMEWHAT TIRED AND IMAGINED TALKING TO MY TWO FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD AS A RELAXING SENSATION. lawl... YEAH.
and that is how i spent my night.

project day

with erin my 3rd love i believe :] haha
we are the masters of bs/professional bs-ers
>:)

ate breakfast.
got ready.
went to erin's.
did flash card rough draft.
got hungry.
ate kimchi noodles. ^-^
took pictures while waiting for chrismendez.
chris came home.
went to joanne's.
bought supplies + friendship bracelets.
split the price.
went back to erin's.
finished project.

ahahha, so many laughs that day
and that is why i love doing projects anything with erin.
=)

good morning

so erin ended up cancelling project day with me, lmao :(

ended up eating lee's sandwiches and going to chino hills and puente with tawnya <33
yum.. lee's sandwiches

my new obsession.

suprise!

happy birthday danielle =)

today was dani's surpise birthday party!
and she had no clueee, haah.

fun, fun. lotsa pictures to put up
but i am tooooooooo lazy.

and yesterday, the things bottled inside us all came out
and it felt geewwwd. ahahah

<3333 fun day.
i hope you had a good one, and your present will be ready soon!

oh so shady

minimum day, first day of break! =)
but i'm sure not feeling it

mamacita, donde esta christmas?

anyways, school went by pretty fast.
after school everyone walked down to int'l deli. MM, CORNED BEEF.

then everyone decided to go to the mall except for 5f+grace.
so we stayed at the deli and chilled for awhile.

then dropped of erin and went to mi casa.
chilllled.


then went to life.
ate at the boat and went to cue.
later, met up with tawnya the whale.

fun night, thanks girrrrls. :)
and thanks for the crepe, shamuu!

62 degrees

in my house.
FREEEZZZING!

once again, i ♥ the weather!
even though by the end of the day, my socks were all wet.

today was a great.
i hope you feel bettah, my lovely adriana :)

math final today was pretty easy.

all is well. thank you God and Buddha (YES, BOTH.)

i wonder..

what a day!
cold as heck and i love it.

overview.
-science was pretty interesting today.
rolling tears or just a yawn?

-our friendship is actually improving i believe. well at least it seems as so, for now. this is a good thing considering how 2 weeks ago i thought it would be impossible.

-L7 no more? ooh what.

-shopping with mada(no, not my mother) soon?

-i cannot believe you are already on break, tawnya. gosh dang you.

-been getting random adds on myspace lately. not by complete strangers, but yee, yknoww.

-mixed signals, gg. -____-

-LOVE EVERYONE, MONIQUE. TRY TO SEE MORE OF THE GOOD, AND NOT SO MUCH OF THE BAD.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??


this blog makes no effing sense. T_T

its raining

finally, my kind of weather.♥♥♥

sunday night

so it wasn't that great.
tawnya didn't get what she needed to get done
and the smell of her mom's car and perfume
not so great. bleh

but fortunately, her mom took us to the new forever21 at puente
DAMNNNNN, its beautiful.
but why puente?
and i had no money T_T
so maybe this week.. so many things i wanted.
and i still need to go christmas shopping
wonderful.

after, coconut bay.
mmmmmm, thai food. mi favorite :)

sunday morning

are usually lazy sundays
but not today!

tawnya and i have decided to have an adventurous day
so first, we are going to santa ana.
california's own personal vietnam. ^-^V

yuuup, then walmart?

=)
byebye for now. have a nice day!

saturdayyy

went to the dentist today. GOODIE
yup, i had a blast. naaat.
filled in cavities and my mouth was super numb.

walmart, great deals. for people like me who aren't so wealthy?
-________________-

theeen, GUESS WHOSE HOUSE I WENT TO?!
yup, i bet you guessed it

no other than my love, tawnya.

another weekend with tawnya

yes, i already saw it coming.
what an adventure we had.

yesterday, we picked up tawnya and got lee's sandwiches. yum
dac biet! " tawnya, order the dac biet for me"

next, christas tree shopping.
FAIIIIIIIIL. so expensive and we were such outsiders
the only asian people there
like a needle in a haystack

then, the village.
tawnya and i made doggy nametag friendship things at petsmart :)
supahh cute.


after, starbucks.



played with my "fisheye"! ^_^



what an adventurous day.

today, tawnya made me breakfast again =))
she loves me so much, thass why.
and we're just sitting now, being sloths until 5
then we're gonna get ready and go to pasadena!

woot woot. pictures later, maybe.

tgif

what a day.
so glad its friday, the week is finally over

i realized that i ate more than usual today ^_^
we had pizza last period
then adriana came home with me
we shared a roastbeef sandwich
we had noodles and eggs
then we ate cookies
and then we went to bob's big boys.

MM, SUPAHSIZE MEEEE!
just kidding, dont.

pushed aside for now

i try fixing the situation, barely, but i make an effort. there's not much to fix though..
i dont know.

well even though things haven't gotten better about it in my previous blog, its not frettin me much. (unless i'm just in denial -___-)

i'm actually in a pretty good mood. tomorrow is friday, my favorite day of the week! and plus, its getting cold, and staying cold.(at least for awhile) =)) ahh.

not much to talk about today, just a few things..

1. everyone in L7 is going to the jingle ball this saturday, everyone but adriana and me i believe. BOOOO its okay, me and adriana are gonna be lonely warthogs at home, because we are cool. AND CAUSE WE ARE FINANCIALLY DEPRIVED, unlike everyone else T_T life would be so much easier if we just had some extra cash on our hands. boo hoo

2. i have a big bruise on my leg. yup, just when i thought the ugly one on the back of my right leg was disappearing, a new one appears on my left leg. at least i know how i got it this time. SO, yesterday, xavier gets up out of his seat at the lunch table, so i sit down. then he comes back and just lifts me up and drops me on the floor. and being how uncoordinated i am(at times) i hit my leg on the seat and from the first second, i knew i would be getting a beautiful bruise. and YUP, TO MY SURPRISE, I MEAN WHO WOULDA KNOWN -_- i had a big lump on my leg today. it doesn't have much color yet, but oh, its comin. the lump is massive to me and very ugly because you can see it coming out from the side of my leg. wonderful.

3. we have a free day in dunphy's tomorrow. and they are ordering pizza, and we have it last period. but i did not raise my hand for some pizza, therefore i did not contribute any money. because i thought about it.. why would i eat pizza if i already had lunch? and its the last period of the day, how much do i really need pizza to spend $5.75 on it, nope. so yes, that is my conclusion.

4. mr.dunphy gave me a verbal today. that stupid middle-part man. only kidding. maybe. dot dot dot..

5. my sister is getting nicer, finally. she still has some mean in her, but at least she wasn't a total binch. BINCH.

i think that is all for now,
cheers and claps for cold weather and friday
!! =)

>:O

i hate this.
i hate this.
i hate this.
i hate this.

oh nooo, this all would have not happened. if i wasn't so persistent, asking to know something i already did, just to have the satisfaction of hearing it come out of his mouth.

i would have never ruined what i came so close to accomplishing. i would have never caused so much guilt in this person.

although i'm not sure if the guilt is real, i would have never caused anything like this if i didn't ask so much.

everything would be normal as it is, and great. and nothing like this would have ever happened.

amazing how one little thing can change so much..

but its all over, so it doesn't matter anymore.

and the weekend is near, so a new week is coming.

and after a few days, maybe weeks, maybe months

hopefully, everything will get back to normal.

hopefully.

dangit

i have a test to study for. greaat.

what a day.

so this morning, as i was downstairs looking for something to wear, i hear my sister start crying upstairs. crying super loudly as a matter of fact, as if she wants our attention. then she stomps stomps stomps down the stairs and goes into the kitchen and yells "WHY DIDN'T ANYONE WAKE ME UP"

FREAKING BIATCH. and i go "we did wake you up nicole, the alarm even rang and you just didn't wake up!" mmmmhm.

and she just stomps upstairs and grunts and slams doors and her closet. dammn

AND THEEEEN, when we're about to leave to school, she goes "I CANT FIND MY LIBRARY BOOK" my gadd. so i go in the car to do my makeup while she gets all mad again and looks for her book. (and she didn't end up finding it -____________-)

THEN, my phone falls under the car seat, being how thin it is. i tried getting it out, but nooo. then i push it to the back and tell my sister to get it. and she doesn't even bend down to look, nope. she just sits there like the queen of weenies and goes " i don't see it."

hmph, she's been so mean lately. maybe she's having a phase. the 9 year old bxtch-diva phase. blahh, hope it doesn't last long.


AND SCHOOL,
boring boring boring.
and stupid brian chao and favian ho graded my essay and gave me a C+.
ooh, they're gonna get it.

and on top of alla that, SOMEONE told ANOTHER SOMEONE about our bet. and that is cheating, actually. it was supposed to be a secret bet, but NOOOO. cheaters. and my friendship with the ANOTHER SOMEONE is down the toilet. like all the way down, i think. last week it was like 3/4 down, but nah, i guess THIS IS HOW ITS GOING DOWN.
pobre. =((

at least it was monday schedule? 0:]

WHAT A DAY.

tomorrow will be better..