soooo

idc about blogging for now.
life's real good.
catch me in real life and i'll update you! :)

peaceeeeeeee

lately,

life's been reeeeeal good :]
and i just hope it keeps going this way.

next week is the last "actually-learning" week, woo.
well maybe not for geometry, because we just started this hard conic section that's not even required -_-

and for ss, we started ch. 17..........

but s'all good.
anyjways,

FRIDAY
asheep came home with me, the usual :) no smoothies this time tho but we ate all the frozen grapes. yummy. then i heated up leftovers for her and i ate noodles, then she finished her food and ate some of my noodos too. haha

at 530, MM picked us up and dropped us off at puente. yaknow
then we shared a kublai khan and licked it clean. haha.
THEN ADRIANA WANTED A CONE FROM DQ.. and i ate some of that too.

and i guess everyone else or most people went to kylie's.
THANKS GUYS.


SATURDAY
stayed home. stayed home. stayed home.
went to rite aid, got my essentials. got home.
argued. argued. argued. home alone..


and today,
i think i'm going to santa anita mall because my dad does not approve of the dress i already have.. haha. but he's willing to buy a new one, so i gayss.

then visiting auntie's new house :) and eating bun bo
(BOONG BAW, CHRIS) heeeeh

k, peaceout.

friday

last night, my stomach kept bubbling and making noises nonstop.
up until this morning, and i couldn't take it any longer so i woke up at 5.
i laid in bed for awhile, hoping i wouldn't get sick.

dozed off till 6, woke up, pooped, and went to go tell my dad.

then i ate some cheerios, and i felt better :D

SO YUP.
dbhs visitations todaaaay.
whatevs, so hot and crowded and hungry.

got back at 12 something(?)
ate lunch, C and D period.

yup, home alone. bored.. :(

haven't blogged in a looong while

so last week was just testing and what not.
on saturday, i went to wango tango with tawnya :) good time
but part of me wishes i went to the beach
and another part of me wishes i went to a family potluck..

tawnya slept over.
on mother's day, i made my mom a card :)
not sure if she read it or not though, she texted me back.
tawnya and i ate, ate, (somewhat)tanned, and cleaned the pool.
and THAT, was not the business. my back hurt so bad after, and to this day still hurts a little bit D:
at 5, my dad persuaded me to go to todd's birthday.
hung out with jenny there, came home at 9:30.


and this week has not been the business either.
i hate being sick.

hopefully, i'll be good by tomorrow.
highschool visitations this friday!


promo with chris! =)

monday

is not the business. i woke up this morning so tired. today was one of those ugly days, yuup.

1. happy birthday, evelyn. hope you have a great one
2. i'm realizing things i don't want to realize.
3. i have a little belly now. i hope it's my imagination :(
4. beach this saturday! :)
5. i'm realizing things i don't want to realize.
6. i'm realizing things i don't want to realize.
7. tomrorow and wednesday, last days of CSTS!
8. going to the library soon..
9. I'M REALIZING THINGS I DON'T WANT TO REALIZE

BOOOOOOOO
and it's hot! >:O

recap

so last week went by pretty quick!
and i had a great weekend :)

on FRIDAY, adriana came with me afterschool.
went to vons with my mama, got some fruit and chips, and went home.

cutting strawberries for smoothies

so sexy

so sexy

yammyyy

then, around 7, the party man got home.
we ate a little. and then off to st. martha's!

my only picture of the night :(

it was alot of fun. well fun seeing old friends and meeting new friends. heh



SATURDAY was music at the pointe.
and this is now by far the best day i've had in awhile.
words cannot describe. haha, like a 100000000000.. out of 10.



and i was planning on not going!
we stayed there until about 8 or 9, then a few of us went to denny's.
that was THE best. aaaaah =) =) =) you just had to be there.



then on SUNDAY, i went to costco to get my eyes checked and my they got so much worse. ugh. like by 150 degrees. i guess it makes sense since i haven't had them checked in 2 years. but UH.

after, i brought lee's sandwiches to erin's house.
we ate, worked on our project, ate, and ate. haha, yknow!


so yuuup. things are going pretty well..

LOL<3

indescribable.

second day of csts over!
2 more days next week.
school's going by so quick and easy now. wooot :)

and i am almost over it.. BLAH.

happy birthday, ugly!

♥ ♥ ♥
i laaahve you! =) alot alot alot alot alot.
and you have to come over this friday, so we can make more smoothies!
i know you must love this picture of you --------------->
AHAHAH. my have things changed in one year!
i must say that i have to thank you for everything.
your advice (even though sometimes it's not so great), convincing me to stay up late with you or not do homework (even thought that's not so great either), eatingeatingeating with me (NEITHER IS THIS), but you get what i mean!

thanks for being my bestfriend, and a RBFF(R) at it, my confidant, my (ugly) sister. hohoho. thanks for still being nice to me when i give you my death stares. thanks for being able to know what i'm thinking without me even saying anything. thanks for being able to receive my telepathic messages. thanks for watching movies and eating spicy noodles with me at 3 in the morning.
thanks for making me make smoothies for you when i actually want to take a nap. thanks for not getting mad at me when i tell brandon (or austin) that you want to go to promo with him.. LOL. thanks for understanding. thanks for everything! ^_^ and you best like my cake cause that took a whole lotta effort!




I COULD'VE WENT TO SLEEP AT 9 AND GOTTEN MY HOURS OF SLEEP FOR TESTING, BUT NO. i stayed on the phone with you while i was baking my cake and blahblah until 11 something D: ANYWAYS, i hope you enjoy this wonderful birthday of yours, stay ugly. <33





gay, ugly, and angry.

stephen's got "love and compassion"

that's wsup :(


ANYWAYS, first day of csts today. geometry, pretty eaasy.
but jeeeez, ______'s mouthy/nasal breathing next to me. -_-


no homework tonight!

redeem yourself

jeez.




anyways, my cake is failing..

this weekend,

SATURDAY.
so today was a very exciting day ..naht.
i woke up at 7:30AM for some apparent reason,


ate pancakes



being bums
then i did some homework.


lunchtime. nicole and her pastrami


my spam musubi ^-^

and then i got ready and went to the dentist.
my 3rd trip there to attempt at doing my mold for braces
and i did it 8 times this time! >:O heelllll

and then i got dropped off.
and stayed home alone :( horrible saturday.



SUNDAY
today was actually pretty good!
i woke up at 8.. for some appparent reason.
ate breakfast then finished up homework.

went to michaels for pretty paper for my geom project, went to fresh&easy, then off to kristen's.

we walked up to south pointe, played volley tennis, around the world, and ran. LOL
funnnnnyyy

then walked back to kristen's, went home.

tawnya's aunt picked me up around 8PM and i ate dinner at her auntie's. yum
:)


that's allll.
school tomorrow, csts. :'( woooo







t(._.t)uoykcuf

happy birthday topher!

=)

friday

was a good day!


ugly♥


geometry is borrrring sometimes. or i just couldn't focus. what can you see?


kristen da poo poo


demon child adam


my love


ey and drb


jt!


afterschool,
adriana and i went home.


made smoothies :)


yummmm. look at adriana's long fingernail


someone left a surprise on my camera.


dad got home, off to chris's birthday partyyyy.
good times, gooood times. and good food!


on the way home, sho sweepy ^.^

like a tall glass of lemonade

mmmmm :)


i've finished studying for dunphy's test tomorrow!
3 chapters in 1 week, psycho man.

now i have lit.devices/poetry tests to study for. blaah
or maybe i won't.. i'll probably just study tomorrow.

late start! wooop

not anymore..

BAH, strangers again (?)


school was pretty easy today, yesterday was better dough.
we're done with the index for the yearbook! woooop, and its due tomorrow.
and geom quiz tomorrow, which i am not ready for..
and astronomy final tomorrow, done studying for that.
and and and i think that's it.

i live a boring life.
and the heat feels kinda nice..
and what am i saying?!

haaaaaaaa

"forget the book. how about we study eachother? ha"
boy's got jokes. -_-

studying 6 chapters is a killer.
i'm about halfway done, so tired

then i have to get baby pictures and group pictures for mrs.montoya.


xd (8:51:28 PM): haha
xd (8:55:16 PM): bye
xd (8:55:19 PM): ima go take a swim
xd went away at 10:55:43 PM.

^the more fortunate :(

O_O

IT IS HOOOOT OUTSIDE.

seattle kids are back today, woop! :)
and thanks for the keychain, evelyn. haha

today was also a pretty good day.
in homeroom, mr.jordan came to talk about cst testing and whatnot.
then yearbook.. doing the index is not the business. or not for me, especially in the morning because i fell asleep on the job so michael took over -_- thanks.
in geom, adriana turned in my homework for me while kristen fretted about 5 homework points.
then physics final, ezpz. hungry hungry hungry
then lunch, had to help do the index again.
after was dunphy's, dan gave me a copy of his spring picture! :) because. long story.
pe was fuuun. played flag football and won, despite the heat. today was a good day to play >:]
then in la, brian gave me this face when he saw my hair..

so yup!
time to study for chem. final

sunday morning

so last night, we left guppy's at 11 something?
and since i was spending the night at kristen's, we stopped by my house, then dropped off erin, and kristen, adriana, and me at kristen's.

adriana left
i studied for awhile
then we crashed. haha

so tireeed.
today, we woke up at 7:50AM, got ready, and went to church.
thanks kristen :)
ate at boudin's, then off to southcoast for the ballin, not me!

then we went back to kristen's and i left around 7
and off to mel's to chill with tawnyaaaaaaa, mi luff<3
ate some super good curry, i was so hungry. :(

target, albertsons, back, then home.
gewd day.

&physics final tomorrow!

update

i just pooped. wooo
pooping is not cute, but it's a fact of life. =(
and this is where i talk about those facts..

p.s. SORRY WESLEY! next weekend ^_^

it's starting to feel like summer

mos' def. but it's not!
boooooooo

so earlier, i went to costco to get an eye exam. but the receptionist said that the doctor was going to go eat lunch soon.
double boo.

so we ate lunch at costco. yum.
and i saw theo, but i hid.

went to rite aid so my dad could look at some umbrellas for outside or something.
but he didn't end up finding anything he liked, but i did..

stopped my mom's house because she wanted to give us ice cream. :) yum again.

i haven't been pooping much lately.
triple boo.

eh.
and so many mixed plans.
this person wants to do this, that person wants to do that but..
and so on.



niko explaining her poop to me. hahaha :)

and goodmorning

blaaaah blahblah
i woke up at 8:45AM ish, morning routine, went downstairs, read seventeen, ate breakfast.

i have no idea what i'm going to do today.
well i have a little idea, but.. idk.

i'm bored. i should study now or do something productive. -_-


20%

ledda gud tymes row

saturday update.
erin texts me and says puente @6 and that she'd provide me the ride,so that's how it went down.
then i convince kristen that she should just go and have some fun because she was kinda iffy about it at first.
so i got picked up by erin, and kristen was already in the car around 6:20
get to the mall and meet up with brian.
f21 the whoooole time, trying on dresses and being critiqued by brian and erin. haha
+saw adam, kanow, and some other rowland kids.

walked to the food court, but most of it was closed.
but heeey, we saw ceejay and talked to her for awhile..

adriana came, brian left.
then we got picked up and headed off to guppy house.

and you know the rest!
pigging out and gossiping, having looots of laughs
i can honestly say this was one of the best nights i've had in quite awhile!
thank you my "mains" :)
it was one of those "you had to be there" moments
aaaaah<3

so

i'm reading my seventeen magazine,
and zac efron is becoming sexier and sexier to me as i turn the pages.
yuuuuuuuuuum

and seeing him today in erin's GQ. *drool





OH WELLLL,

drifting (?)

new friends. old friends.
and some other things, but uhhhhhhh!
:[ don't wanna think that.

today was a productive wasted friday. haha
went to erin's afterschool, kristen and adriana were supposed to come but..
so it was just us two, always always.
we ate, ate, i did all my hw while she browsed the www for sexy men and perez hilton's latest gossip, ate, talked to the main boys and ate.

it was wasted because we were stuck in the house the whole day because:
A. no ride
B. no $$$
C. by the time we got a ride, no one was out anymore.

SO YUP.

but productive because:
A. est. of trust
B. new old friends
C. food
D. any day spent with erin is productive! haha

=)
so kristen is very proud of me for finishing all my weekend's homework. now i just have to study for physics, chemistry, and astronomy finals. -_- woooot

what to do this weekend?

it's thursday,

already! wah, so fast.
sorta a lot of plans this weekend, or unplanned plans? but idk!
a lot to study for as well.

so i have no idea how i'm going to schedule everything or what i want to do. i'll figure it out sooner or later! maybe..

i've got another pile of hw for today, but eh!
so i might not be on the computer as much, but maybe it'll do me some good.
IT WILL DO ME SOME GOOD.
i really feel like my social life is slowly starting to die away D:

soooo, yup!
i really need a new phone, btw. i'm like in desperate need for a new phone. -_-
the screen used to act up on me occasionally, but now it does it everytime i open it. woooooooot

back to homework ._.v

woooo

finished everything in record time.
band kids leaving to seattle at 3AM(?)

=( it's gonna be so empty at school.
luckybutttts though

gnite!

tuesday

already. eh, this week is almost half over. wooot

-math project due thursday and i just started today.
-my eyes are so sleepy/tired/dry, idddkk. but ah
-.. .. .. ..
-72% on geom. test, wtffff. same as kristen dough!
-i don't feel like twittering anymore. rofl
-blah blah
-blah
-blahblahblaaah

that's about it. tawnya came over today! :) missed her so. and oh have our eating habits changed!

i want school to be over already. i want to sleeeep
so braindead. i cannot do any more hw

nyeeeh

i hate when i realize things.

another!

What do you think of bamboo?
i like bambooo

Who's the last person who made you mad?
eh.

When's the last time you went to the doctor?
today, eye doctor!

Are you a good speller?
very.

Ever been to Minneapolis?
no.

Do you take good notes?
if i want to.

Chicken strips or a burger?
burger :(

Have you ever watched HGTV?
haha yeeah

What was the best movie you've seen this year?
well idk

What is your opinion on roses?
they're okay

Are you at all racist?
neh.

Do you have any handmade jewelry?
yesss

What's the last thing you hid from your parents?
eh.. haha

Do you belong to any forum(s)?
no.

Are you obsessed with Twilight like everyone else?
whatevs.

Do you agree that less is more?
depends!

Do you own a digital camera?
yes i do.

When's the last time you were extremely nervous?
idk

Do you like being outside?
depends on the weather

Can you make a commitment & keep it?
yes i can.

Would you ever want to learn how to play the piano?
been there, done that

What kind of laundry detergent do you use?
tide

What's your favorite kind of cookies?
don't matta

Where do you live?
here.

Stars, polka dots, hearts, or stripes?
on?

Lions, tigers, or bears?
i'm not scared of

Do you have a big bedroom?
well i sleep in the master bedroom..

What time is it?
1AM, time to sleep. -_-

iPod or Zune?
ipod

What is your favorite electronic possession?
too many!

What's your favorite month?
maybe december.

Do you enjoy watching the television show Friends?
whatevs.

What was your favorite grade in school?
hmmm.

When's the last time you yelled?
earlier.

What's the weather like outside?
freeezing

Do you enjoy Christmas time?
my favorite holiday :)

What's the last thing you broke?
my phone? -_-

Do you have neat handwriting?
eh. sometimes

Did you ever want to be a cop?
no

Are you a secretive person?
there's always one person that knows.

Who is your favorite adult?
hm.

Describe yourself in 7 words:
no. ugly. asian. vulnerable. you. tell. me.

When is the last time you cleaned something?
today.

When's the last time you were super excited?
can't remember.

Do you have any posters in your bedroom?
no.

What are you future plans?
eh.

What's the last community function you attended?
idk.

Are you an indoor or outdoor person?
both!

Are you a picky eater?
not even.

What do you think about online schooling?
whatever floats your boat

How do you feel about tea?
aaaah

Shorts or pants?
both

Use the word lush in a sentence:
Use the world lush in a sentence.

Do you wear any jewelry daily?
yeah.

Have you ever randomly found money on the ground?
yes, 40 dollas!

If you could get married right now, would you?
eh.

When's the last time you were told no?
huh

blog finally

jeez. haven't blogged since saturday, eeeeh
nyeh.

sun- went to evelyn's house. ate, played wii, went to la, then hollywood. woo. uwink is frking booomb. haha :) thanks evelyn!

mon- buy food at dolphin bay, adriana comes super late. yadda yadda puente hills.

tue- millz came over super early in the morning, went to erin's house, jq comes, eat, brea, come back, everyone leaves but me, watch along came polly :] but i didn't get to finish it..

wed- pick up adriana, go home, eat L&L, marge comes over. yuck. he sucks at big2

and then today, went to grace's bday party :)
fuuuuuun. i'm glad i went. korean bbq and good company! yummy.

spring break is almost over and i still have a loooot of hw. but eh
i'll get it done sooner or later.

it's amazing how well adriana and i can read eachother's minds all the time -_-

gma's house tomorrow. seeing brandon and bruce, woot.

DO NOT MAKE A SPECTACLE OF YOURSELF.

ooh whut, ooh WHUUUUUUUT.
what is the meaning of THAT :o
"asssssssssssssssssssssssssss"

aho ho ho

my headache is back.



1)Tell me the truth, why did you fall in love with the person you did?
n/a.

2)How do you feel right now?
eh

3)Does anyone call you baby?
not seriously..

4)Would you rather date someone with an english accent or an Irish accent?
english. sexyyy

5)Would you ever get a tattoo?
i think i'd like one.

6)What were you wearing during your last kiss?
eh

7)Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
nope, surprisingly

8)Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
yes i can.

9)What are you most anxious/​excited for?
this school year to be over.

10)Would you be able to date someone who doesnt make you laugh?
no?!

11)What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
where is everyone?

12)Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
whatevs.

13)When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
eh

14)How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
9?

15)Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
idrk

16)If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
i wanna go foward.

17)Have you ever been asked out?
more times then my 10 fingers can show

18)Where was your default picture taken?
at home.

19)What is your middle name?
n/a

20)If you must be an animal for one day, what and why?
i think i'd be a bird, so i can fly .. and poop on..

21)Ever had a near death experience?
yaw.

22)Something you do a lot?
eat.

23)The song stuck in your head?
none.

24)Name someone who has the same birthday as you?
dr. suess!

25)When was the last time you cried?
..

26)Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
ha ha ha.

27)If you could have one super power what would it be?
mind reading!

28)Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
swaaaag! haha

29)Describe your life in one word?
i live the "gg life"

30)Have you been kissed against a car?
no.

31)Who was the last being that made you upset/angry?
EH.

32)What's your opinion on "no sex before marriage"?
i agree, sorry!

33)Do you think making out is slutty?
whatever floats their boat.

34)How often do you give out second chances?
too often.

35)Do you have any new pictures?
always, secretly.

36)Ever had your heart broken?
nyeh.

37)Does the song you're currently listening to remind you of anyone special?
no.

38)What are you afraid of?
death, the future, spiders, being alone, throwing up, getting sick.

39)Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
yes i caaan!

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
eeeh

Three feelings at the moment?
eh.
confused.
bored.
eh.

Do you know anyone who smokes pot?
i know a lot of people who smoke pot.

What's something that bothers you about girls?
haaaaa, no comment.

Do you get jealous easily?
yeah.. somewhat, but i hardly show it.

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
maybe.

When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
i'm super multitasker

How was yesterday?
yesterday was okay.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
sorta, not really!

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
nope.

Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
nope.

What are some things that make you sad?
thinking about the future.

Do you ever think "what if" about things?
yes D:

@@@

mom's house still.
i really hope i stop coughing D:

pretty good day todai.

1. woke up @9
2. ate breakfast
3. talk to adriana
4. went to costco. i guess i have to wear my glasses for another week
5. ate lunch there. yumm
6. talk to adriana
7. go home
8. talk to marge
9. go to puente with mom&sister
10. talk to adriana
11. go get shaved ice
12. go get nypizza
13. go to mom's house
14. eat
15. poop
16. try on dresses for promo

yeahyeahyeah
i'm afraid i'm gonna start ditching my blog for twitter -_-

git sum moy yass, hoooooo!

spring break!

yesssss :)
with homework! wonderful.

tgif eh. coughing like crazy lately and it's not getting any better, hurts my head.
min. day, int'l, chanto today. &ugly came over :]
i keep forgetting to put in my eyedrops too. blah

so sad how beautiful people just have to bomb me outta the water. haha

and i finally made a twitter! D: fell into peer pressure.
follow meeeee, twitter.com/moniquedo

thanks for the playbyplay feedback on the game, greykid!

-______-
Gmixz: im going to teach you how to be useful
Gmixz: first step
Gmixz: say yes
Gmixz: smile
Gmixz: then agree
Gmixz: (:
Gmixz: then follow
Gmixz: just like a puppy


APRIL FOOLS MY A$$. D: so embarrassing.

i fill so uglee

yes i doooo.
and it's holding me back 8[

spring break next week! not much plans yet dough.
fri-min.day, int'l w/mafia, placement test @dbhs
sat-hollywood w/e^2
sun-
mon-
tue-hangout @erin's w/millz&jq
wed-
thur-
fri-gma's house, cousins coming down from sanjose
sat-
sun-

fill in the blanks


open house at 6.
come see ariel&me in the office selling yearbooks!
and be sure to bring us some hotdog on a stick :]

WOW

I SUCK LIKE SHT. WTFML.
-____________-

ugly numba threee

cccccelo: write to me
cccccelo: :]

i hope this is somewhat more interesting to you since my posts are soo boring. or it should be since it is about you! selfish selfish. ahah :) well wsupthenbaybeee. good job today! clap clap for you. you've got this in the bag. "U THE BOMB!" lawls. omg this is fail because i'm taking so long. not that the outcome of it's gonna be fail, but the time i'm going to take. or i've been taking.. cause i lag everything. because this is not a timed writing test so i have an excuse! and i best believe you are not going to write one fo me because you are tireeed. lame-o. it is okay dough, for now. and i should be sleeping too.. buuuuut. yknow. i'm not sleepy and plus i'm doing this. nice hormones lately, btw! i have been coughing like crasy. coughing my guts out. but anyway.. oh. i miss you, alot! isn't that nice? yup, it's great. and it's been almost a month since i've seen you. that's great too. yuuuup! and woot, my spring break is next week. and yours is the week after. that's super great! naht. okay, i think i should put an end to this before i take too long to finish and write out more, because you are tired and you should sleep. soooooo, goodnight and sweet dreams and i hoped this is a lot more appealing to you than my usual posts and i hope to see you soon and i hope you keep doing good in tennis/school and i hope you have a great day/days and i hope alot of other things that i'll just mention some other time! OK BYE, FINE NIGHT. PEACE OUT MARGE. DREAM OF ME IN YOUR SLEEP. ^o^<3

trouble sleeping

yes, i have been trouble sleeping.
idk whyyyyyyy
i'll feel tired, but lay in bed for an hour or so before i fall asleep.

hope that doesn't happen tonight -_-
ugly eyeball. wonderful.

4 and a half days! :)

goodbyeeee.

WELL,

i WAS going to go to sleep.
but an old friend called me..


sweet dreams. i'm tireeeed.

tu eres mi corazon

"WHERE'D YOU LEARN THAT?!" hahah

just finished webcamming with aaron and marvin.
haven't seen those two in a long time, boring though..but i miss you guys!

well ugly's been gone all week. and today, she left to sandiego for choir. i will pray for you my love! you haven't been able to see how good i've been doing in geom :(

today was a good day.
took kinda long to get ready though, making sure i had everything for the day. in pe, we went to the fitness room and i lifted weights with chris and ariel. my arms are so weak T_T i can barely lift 10lbs on my arm but i can lift at least 120 lbs on my legs.. there is something wrong. huff's was ez. no homework, free period. ariel and i finished our last page of the year in yearbook. yeeeeessss! i am pro at geom right now. haha

and today, i guess all three grades had lunch together because the principal wanted a "custodial kitchen staff appreciation" lunch?! whadda.. so super crowded lunch. it was actually fun though. "jam session" lawl. with stephen on guitar and david and me on vocals. oh maan

it's funny how in science, all you see is people sleeping and texting and jimmy playing his ds while the movie is on. well except for the special few in the very front of the class like casey lam and katharine. -____-

and dunphy's, yknooow.


afterschool, i decided to go with my sister to the dentist. and i had to get my teeth impressions REdone anyway. that was heelll :[. then we headed off to puente so my dad could pick up money from someone and i could return my stuff. yuup


i should be sleeping soon.
i will, buuuuut. after shan explains to me why he just said what he said o_o
and after i enclose this conversation with greg.
and after i am done coughing my guts out.


ahhh
M.M.M. D:


sweeeeetdreams.
FEEL BETTER UGLY<3


PISCES
Friday, March 27
Holding your peace the past few days will pay off today. Someone is likely to reward you for keeping their confidence. You may be hearing news about a healthcare breakthrough that could benefit your health, or the health of someone you care deeply about.

why am i up so late

or letting myself stay up so late.

maybe because tomorrow's friday
or because i'm talking to my cousin who i haven't talked to in the longest time
or because i have stuff to think about! haha

who knowwwwwws.
well my dad is going to sleep now
which means maybe i should too.


family gathering this saturday, wonderful. as much as i love my family, i wonder how that's gonna be..

lordy lord,

cluelessss!

well i just finished typing up my poems for huff. talking to shan the american apparel fanatic and da crzybballboy11.

thanks again for the


yummy :)
missed you in p.e. today also.
and ariel, you missed the fun today! michael and i were trying to see who could take better pictures focusing on things. and you missed my wonderful spanish singing..


yesssss
late start tomorrow.

austin, please start making better choices and really try thinking before you act. i hope you've learned your lesson this time. upside down mop, you are not!


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kmn.

watch your mouth!

listening to mateo. haha
so i think i've finished all my homework
or maybe not since i don't know the la hw..

got to school right when the bell rang, as i have been doing this week. met our glc's today. what classes to choose! school's going by pretty fast, and i kinda wanna skip to summer already. no quiz in ss today, good thing cause i wasn't ready at all. had to walk down the db side today for pe, and learned that inez is more ballin than i already thought she was. for lunch, i ate the two spam musubi's chris brought me :). yuuuum. and then i shared a soup with erin. la was next and i forgot to write my poem, so i was going to use kristen's but huff ended up not checking them.. studied for geom quiz in yearbook even though everyone in Eperiod said he canceled the quiz since all the wind ensemble kids were gone. and when we got to geom, the quiz wasn't cancelled for our period, nope! i hope i studied enough -.-
can't wait to get my report card for this quarter.

i smell dinner :]

spring

is now my least favorite season.
allergies suck and everyone's getting sick.

missed TWO of the ugly poopoos at school today.
uglier and ugliest.

same ol, same ol
some feelings have risen back up i guess and way to tell me in a text. ha ha ha.. whatevs.
taking picture for our yearbook page was fun today though!
love you guys like family. :) well some..

in pe, we played sharks and minnows. lame, haha.
"RUN IF YOUR SKIN IS DARKER THAN MONIQUE'S!" -_-

asdfgghjkl;'
i just ripped up my poem for huff on accident because i was thinking about something else and did it unconsciously. great.

MY EYE, AGAIN. >:O

-geom quiz tomorrow
-ss quiz tomorrow(?)


peace out..

fckkk

im chasing pavements like crazy..
or am i not




?????

monday

two weeks till spring break.
47 days till school is over.
4 days till the weekend.
? days till i .. again.

hope you feel better ugly! :( school is not the same without seeing your ugly face around. and you too kristen, who goes home early from school then goes eat at the cheesecake factory! SINGE. lool

1dick. yearbook page pictures tomorrow, remember your shirts.
2dres. last chapter in geom, not so fun.
3farl. super long outline for ch.15
4dunp. ch.9 test tomorrow(?)
5ward. hockey..
6huff. i'm not half bad at poetry!

&i have seen some things today that i wouldn't like to ever see again! haha baaarf D:
dark and hairy, BARF..

forgot to say

katherine is 5'6 now..
i'm not used to being around alot of people taller than me.
or that much taller than me..
i think.
AND ESPECIALLY A 7TH GRADER.

she can see over my head!

brrrr

its freeeezing

i just got back from katherine's house.
today i woke up at 10, then did morning routine, hw, talk to marge. at 12, got ready and went to katherine's new ballin house. it was nice seeing her again after like 5 months? ahhaha =) went to brea, jamba juice, came back. and now i am here.

the party man's bring back food for me because i was gonna go to his friend's house with him, but then i decided not to because i have alot more hw to finish! so i guess i won't be able to see branda, todd, and frankie, my favorite people in the world. naht.


4 hours of being home alone and bored. wonderful.
so coooold! =)

happy birthday austin

once again.

i have funny friends
and shirtless hugs feel nice..
HAH.

what a day.
and too bad i can't fly!


gnite and sweetdreams.


i want/need:
- a book to read
- to take a shadoobie
- to start on my homework
- a longer weekend
- sleep
- niko to get better
- shamu lovin
- school to be over
- some tlc! frilly..

tlc

need some! haha

friday's aren't that appealing to me no more. well for now..
didn't do much today. i was happy though cause we got to wear our promo shirts and i used my sweatpant bag to match erin. felt so nice and comfy the whole day :)

in homeroom, kaelan wasn't there, once again! super "sick" i guess. feel better! ahha homeroom can be fun. especially when evan, andrew, and bob come play skate with arthur at my table and make bob do pushups. even though he's super incapable of doing even one..

in pe, we went to the fitness room. and since all the btches who rat on me for wearing jeans under my sweats cause they got in trouble for not wearing their pe clothes at all were crowding around mr.ward; kayla, inez, and i just lifted weights and talked.

then mrs.huff let us work on whatever we wanted to in la. brian can't write narrative poems for shii. haha! oh how i miss my old table group :( even though i thought i would hate you guys from the moment we moved, now i miss you like no other. it's okay though, i have brian fong next to me to annoy and laugh at<3

just read and gossiped with mrs.dickerson and ariel in yearbook. we finally got our shirts! another thing i'm happy about. haha. hungryyyy..

my lunch was nastay. nothing to eat today so i had some baloney and cheese thing on bread. D: bleh. went to dbhs dance team meeting. WOW ADRIANA, SHE HAD THE NERVE.. ha ha ha. some third grade drama!

hehe. geom was funny.. adriana. lawl. and hatchu adam for telling me you didn't turn in my paper and making me get up and check when you actually did! t(-_-t) 86 on my test though! yessss.

in science we did a lab(i think) and i serenaded "if i ain't got you" to jerry and david at the end of the period and jerry got super mad at me because.. yeah. and david here was laughing his ace off the whole time! haha long story.

so much hw in dunphy's.
so much hw this weekend. blaaah

did nothing afterschool today
and now i am talking to ugly on the phonee
and i will probably be up for awhile reading love notes and post secrets because i have no life.

got my ar goal and the quarter is over! woot.
BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN VO =) have a great one, mr.perverted!



goodnight.
and good luck tomorrow, 6272356! :)

tryna decide, tryna decide

another monday. another week.
this month's almost over. this school year's almost over!
but i am not ready for that week of testing -_-

school wasn't all the great, even thought it was monday schedule. in yearbook, ariel and i finished sorting out the order forms for 7th grade and we're starting on 8th grade. 23/25 on my quiz in geom, yesss! read and messed around with adriana the whole period. in science, we watched supersize me. second time i watched it this year, so sick. after was lunch, i had a fish sandwich and sam copied me. then i ate some tangerines that i think were adam's ..but i'm not sure. in dunphy's we had a free day. a waste of a free day. and i left next period because my eye hurt like a lil btch and yessss..

finished 3-4 out of 5 parts on my project. woot.
so baawrrreeeeddd.
a.t.g.b.t.n.? b.i.d.r.k.. HAH.


Who is your best guy friend(s)?
i've got a few.

Who have you texted in the last 48 hours?
marge, bill, charles, brian, mariel, evan, dan, surpremeruler, ugly...

Are you in a good mood right now?
im okay!

The phone rings; What do you say?
depends on if i know who's calling haha

What is wrong with you right now?
MY EYEBALL >:o

Ever had a sleepover with the opposite sex?
yezzir.

Are you mean?
no, i'm the nicest person in the world! i can be mean..

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
both.

Happiest moment of 2009 so far?
can't put my finger on it..

What are you drinking?
nothing

Who was the ugliest person you saw today?
LOL. umm, everyone is beautiful in their own way.. ^_^

How is your hair?
ugly and pinned.

Who do you tell the most to?
strangers and adriana.

Latest you stayed up in the past week?
the week barely started!

Have you been in a car accident?
2

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
somewhat

What are you wearing?
boxers and a shirt with tawnya's name on it

Wanting?
good health and happiness :) hahaha, really.

Who do you hate?
adriana.

Orange or apple juice?
whatevers

Ever seen one of your friends naked?
they see me naked.

Do you love someone right now?
probably.

Have you ever changed clothes in a car?
too many times

Do you cry easily?
nah

Do you have unlimited texting?
YES =)

Are you excited about anything?
not really

Do you enjoy life?
i try.

Do you tend to make things complicated?
depends!

What's on your mind right now?
what marge has to say..
and my eyeball.

Have you ever worn your best friend's clothes?
lawls. alla the timeeee
we share closets!

Are you having a good day today?
it's whatevers

What was your last argument about?
btchassness

Do you have any gay guy friends?
brian chao. lawls

If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick?
oh who knows!

What was the last conversation you had with your best friend about?
which one?

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
i dont think so. alot of people need to know the truth..

Do you believe what comes around goes around?
yup

What is your favorite fruit?
i like alot

Do you trust people easily?
somewhat.

Do you like steak?
yes i doooo

Has a boy sat on your bed befor​e?​
probably.

Did you get a full 8 hours​ of sleep​ last night​?​
7 something

How many TRUE frien​ds do you have that you can tell anyth​ing to?
a few.

Have you ever been taken​ to the emerg​ency room in an ambul​ance?​
nawps. i don't plan on it

How many cousi​ns in total​ do you have?​
countless

Why did you last cry?
frustrated.

Have you ever held hands​ with anyon​e?​
never! yessss

What do you usual​ly do right​ when you wake up?
check my texts

What kind of cellp​hone do you have?​
sidekick3 atm

Are you weari​ng socks​?​
nope

Who last pisse​d you off?
niko

Who was the last perso​n you took a pictu​re with?​
dan

Have you ever seen your best frien​d cry?
yes, both of them.

Who was your first​ crush​?​
travis from preschool

How many texts​ are in your inbox​?​
nonyaa

i.m.h.w.u.t.b.

and its killing meeeee

sunday morning.
today, i'm really gonna try to focus. and i finished another paragraph last night with the help of my sister. -__- 3 more to go! +timeline and geom. and i have to go to the library later. or maybe my father will go for me..

going jogging, bye.

bored

haven't gotten anything done yet. cant focus >:o

PISCES
Saturday, March 14
You and your partner need to keep working on sorting out your "stuff" today, but you can come to a wonderfully healing understanding if you both keep open minds. Your energy may be a little lower than normal, because you are healing in some way.

chasing pavements

today was a pretty horrible day. haha
woke up with super allergies thinking it was a school day. so i was about to get ready for school until i checked my texts and saw the time on my phone and realized it was saturday. felt like shii and felt like running which is not normal. was gonna walk to nogales with greg, but i had a dentist appointment. so i got ready and we left around 11. got to uncle's dentist place in el monte, took pictures and xrays. pictures took forever. did the mold for my teeth and they had to do it so many times because the mold stuff wasn't dense enough or samting. so tiring on my jaws and it tasted so bad. my mouth was all bitter after. we finally finished at 3. so hungry and i was craving dimsum so we went to go eat that in san gabriel. but it was too late, so all the dimsum was gone! so hungry and cranky because i didn't eat the whole day and maybe because i am on my time of month. but we ended up eating there and ordering stuff. and niko was being a lil btch today. fell asleep in the car on the way back home..


and now i am at home. alone. i ate lee's sandwiches for dinner -.- and now i am attempting to do my project. but i can't focus at all. fml and i have a timeline and geom hw to do. my weekend dedicated to school. save meeeeee

ALRIGHT THEN.

it is what it is and there ain't nothing i can do about itttt


well today wasn't so tgif, it was okay.

school was the usual. we went to the fitness room for pe and i realized that i am a lot weaker than i thought i was. -___- haha any weights that have to do with my legs are okay, but my arms are a whole different story.

huff's was actually fun today. we did our literary devices presentations. oh how i love my fellow honor's asians family. with misheard words and mrs.huff's chinese. (AND MY CHINESE WHICH IS NOT THAT BAD BRIAN)

then in yearbook, marsha dickerson gave us some of her fries from in n out. mm. standing up and sorting super bright papers the whole period isn't fun. haha but yearbook kids make it all bettterrr<3 naht. only the special few. the 6/8. heeeeh
ria and her milk that she drinks all day.. D: super hungry the whole period.

then it was lunch. there was no sandwiches today! so i asked adam what he would suggest for me to eat and he chose a cheeseburger, so that's what i ate. then i bought sherbert and went with grace to joke around with frances and jesslyn about jerking. lmaoo

the i went to geom with adam and ugly. it's not the same without you, kristen :( or is it. haaaaaaah<3

science was okay. watched a star wars/star trek movie thing farley showed us and his voice was in it -___- played with paper tubes with bp for awhile until i got a big papercut so i fell asleep.

dunphy's was the same ol same ol.


AFTERSCHOOL,
i went to rowland. don't wanna go into details. it was nice seeing everyone again and meeting marcelo's and kelvin's moms.

then my dad dropped tawnya and me off at her house. and we finally played wii fit! funnyyy. ate shabu shabu at 9. yum

got home, computered, showered.
and finally at 12 something, i felt that i should do situps because i haven't yet today. so i started doing some, then i was so sleepy and out of energy so i went to bed.

dun fret.

so actually, i can't focus on the project so i'm just going to blog about my day. -_- today we had late start. woke up at 7:30 because we still have to take my sister to school and she starts at 8:15. but i made her late.. sorry niko.

lately i've been getting allergies and in the morning it's like hell. and when i put on my contacts/make up it's like hell, because my eyes are watering like crasy and it's so hard for me to open my eyes even when i'm using my fingers to pry them open and that is somewhat the reason why i am not getting to school as early as i wish i could.

in homeroom, since there was only 8 minutes, i told kaelan that i would not read this morning because i usually read every morning, even on late starts. so i sat there for a minute, then i couldn't resist. so i read..

dunphy's class was next. so boring. even with dylan and dan. dan always acts so sheepish while dylan is always blurting out stuff and making noises. haha did homework the whole period.

pe was fun. or it's been fun. we ran an extra long lap today and i was proud of myself for running normally the whole way. because i usually do this fakie jog where i look like i'm jogging, but i'm really not -__- then we played hockey and antonio(wannabe pau gasol), chris, and i owned up ronald and his team. i actually heard ronald talking today, and loud too because he was getting competitive. lmaoo

we took a placement test for huff for walnut high? idk. ezpz dough.

i ate a chicken salad sandwich for lunch today. yummy. 3rd day in a row. then studied for geom with my fellow asians or grace while abi stared at me and adriana got mad at me.

the geom quiz was pretty easy except that i know for a fact i missed the second to last one..

yearbook = slavework.

and in science, we presented our skit for carls jr. roflmao. "I'M GONNA DRIVE. USE YOUR MAN VOICE." science group<3

so that concludes my not so wonderful day..



1)What would you do if you came home and everything out of your room was gone?
i don't have a permanent room. or legitimate room. or i don't think so.

2)What would you do if you saw someone you were going out with hooking up with someone else?
this. =O

3)Are you a fast typer?
speedy quick. haha

4)Whats something good that happened today?
23/25 on skit. 2 2/3 of project done.

5)It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?
pick up the phone with my eyes closed.

6)What's bothering you most right now?
allergies, school, projects, people, and other stuff.

7)What's your relationship status?
WHAT RELATIONSHIP.

8)Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot to you?
yes they doooo.

9)Have you ever shared a blanket with someone?
i always share blankets with people :] unless it's adriana cause she hogs all of it.

10)Where were you at 9am this morning?
in dunphs

11)Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
naaah

12)Did you tell anyone you love them today?
no.

13)What would your name be with the first three letters?
mon

14)Have you ever had a best friend(s) who was of the opposite sex?
yes i have.

15)Do you plan on moving within the next year?
donut.

16)What are you excited about right now?
nothing. summer? getting march 20th over and done with.

17)What are you currently hearing?
my laundry machine and musick

18)Would you date someone three years older than you?
ha ha ha.

19)Do you have a friend(s) of the opposite sex you can talk to?
courseee

20)Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
yes..

21)Have you ever liked someone all your friends hated?
ha ha ha.

22)What color/kind of shirt are you wearing?
grey tshirt.

23)Is there anyone you want to come see you?
yes :(

24)Are you sarcastic?
NOOOOO.

25)Do you miss anyone?
yes. yes i dooooo

26)Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
maybe.

27)When is the next time you will hug someone?
tomorrow morning.

28)Are you mad about anything?
nah.

29)Do you smoke weed everyday?
never

30)Besides this, what are you doing right now?
nuffin muffin.

31)What is one thing you want right now?
you tell me

32)Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
no.

33)Are you in a Relationship with anybody?
no.

34)Are you in a good mood?
i'm okay. haha

35)What did you do last Sunday?
i was home alone with lee's sandwiches and my project.

36)Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
hmmm. haha yeah

37)What color are your eyes?
poopoo

38)When was the last time someone asked for your number?
yesterday?

39)Have you received or given any apologies recently?
i wish i could.

40)What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
read

41)Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
i don't remember

42)Does anyone know your myspace password?
not right now

43)Ever cried from being so mad?
mhm

44)When is the next time you’ll kiss someone?
who knows.


survey from adam the diahrreaadklg; eyes. lmaoo
WELL. that is alllllll
time to.. idk. bye.

the business

allergies aren't.
things how they are now isn't.
notable figure mobile isn't.
EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW IS NOT THE BUSINESS.

and i ate all my frozen grapes. booooo :(



i'm glad to hear that ugly is happy dough.

PISCES
Thursday, March 11
Try to help a friend in need today -- even if you don't really know what they need. Your intuitions are probably just as good as their explicit requests and it's really the gesture that counts.

gotta see wsup

before it gets me down.

where is my phonecall from da ugly poopoo. oh well, who currs since everytime i talk to her she makes me wait for her while she showers now. hehhh. i've just finished printing out my pictures for my mobile. woo. 1 2/3 out of 5 parts down, a lot more to goo. -____- and i have to study for geom still! shooot. i wanna go to sleep so maybe i'll study tomorrow.. and plus, we have late start. yeah, probably.

super fail.
guess i'm staying home this weekend.

lmao. i wish i was as happy as tawnya! invu


lawls. ANYWAY,
happy birthday my dearest brian chao. i hope you had a great one. and just this day, i have decided to be nicer than usual to you because well, it's your birthday! and i have even resisted from punching you when you were hitting me in unnecessary places with your balloon. and even though i know you secretly(or not so secretly) love ao with all your heart, i'm sure there is a little corner of it in there that loves me. hahhahaha -_-. but on the real, thanks for everything and i hope you had a great birthday.

i guess not then!

oh weeell.
but who knows. i didn't hear it directly from you anyway..

so i've finished homework pretty early today, just gotta study for geom quiz tomorrow. ahhh. 21/22 on my last one! yeeeess =). and i was actually excited that i might've gotten a higher score than kristen. but nope, turns out she got the same as me! >:o

notable figure mobile due on the 20th. and i've barely finished 1 out of the 5 parts on it, great. ar goals due on the 20th. almost there!

and it was pretty frkn cold today. especially in pe, doing the nature walk. -___- not the business. i mean i was wearing sweats and a sweater which made me look like a "couch potato" haha. but it was freeezing

im hungry.
time to do my daily workout that chris is catching on to even though he's a skinny lito boy who needs some fattening and growing!

then shower, study, dinner.
blog later.


PISCES
Wednesday, March 11
It's the perfect time for you to purchase an upgrade or to improve yourself in some way -- you're doing fine, but could always do a little better! If you seek to better yourself, you find it easy.

SUP UGLYYY

uglehs. uglies. ugs. ugleee.
so many ways to say it, but it all comes down to one word. "ugly". WHICH IS YOU, ADRIANA. WEENIE KAKAHEAD UGLYFACE WHO RESPONDS TO THE WORD UGLY.
"IDGAF" mr.ward dgafs about you anyway
so hardy har har. stop licking his buttcheeks and come lick mines!
maybe my less ugliness will rub onto you. "AHAHAHAHH LOSERRRR HAHAH"

♥♥♥
it's okay, i love ugly people. tis why we're bestfriends :)

home alone

with a pile of homework and flame broiler. big surprise

monday schedule is thee best. i am wasting my time. hurt myself alot of times today -_-. hockey is fun with antonio and chris, especially when we play "stick". i think manika is freaking gorgeous and i envy her even though she's in sixth grade. baloney is processed meat? F for effort. your welcome, adam! haha

good evening!

10 things on my mind

1. i gotta hustle on my notable american figure project
2. i have gained weight like no other
3. grades close march 20th
4. reach AR goal!
5. you, i wish the best for you. just brush it off your shoulders. my wonderful picture of you that shows my artistic abilities will most def. make you laugh
6. you, ever heard of communication is key? or not..
7. you(s), thanks for putting up with me and my venting
8. the house is so messy
9. i wish i was at school right now
10. going back a few months would be nice..

sweetdreams.

frozen grapes

yum.




at least i got some things done today.

things to do today

+ geom homework
+ switch speakers on computers
+ crispus attucks mobile
+ how-to essay
+ finish my book

woo, staying home all day while my sister goes to brea with the surpreme ruler and m.m.




WOW, don't even get it twisted. -___- bye

PISCES
March 8, 2009
You need to slow down and cut back your schedule just a bit -- things are getting a little out of hand! Say no a few times just to practice, so you can say it and mean it when the time is right.

cater to you

..naht. i'm done for now.

so first i went to kayla's house. erin and i met her family and then off to roscoe's with her papa. BOMBBBBBB. heaven in my mouth. chicken + waffles <3 yum. and they bought me a shirt from there for my birthday. ahah =) thanks mista milllllz.

then we went to hollywood blvd. and walkedwalkedwalked. burning off the food. no need to explain in detail. hollywood/downtown la/sanfran/etc.= ♥

went back to kayla's. chris mendez picks us up and we head back to erin's. blasting M.I.A. on the radio. watched some saw and then uptown girls. ate half a salami sandwich and some oranges. in general, today was a good day. even though.. yeah. haha. dk, dc.

"IM NOT GONNA LET YOU CALL THAT PIECE OF TRASH, NOT IN MY HOUSE." -_- haha

thanks loves :) gnite.

dk, dc.

woke up about an hour ago. i don't think i'm gonna have time to go to the dentist considering i woke up not so early and my father is M.I.A. probably out jogging or something.

for breakfast i ate cereal. and i ate it in a bowl! because i haven't done that for a year or so. since every time i eat cereal, it would be on a weekday. and i eat breakfast on the way to school, so it's cereal in a cup.

PISCES
Saturday, March 7
What you may not realize at first is that some things have to be torn down before they can be rebuilt. It's a big job.

my eyes

so tired. i just got back from tawnya's
we went to eat at life, and went to cue to burn time, and ate crepe. yummy. been craving it all week.

it was good catching up with her after quite awhile. same shiii every single week! games games games.

i hate you joe. best not call me babe after making me walk somewhere you're not! -___- i really needed a ride!

then got a ride to mel's from MY MOM, surprisingly. fell asleep until 11, then my dad to pick me up. and now, yes. hope you find your keys and $$. super tired. no one's texted back yet soo imma sleep soon.

dentist(?) + going downtown for some chicken&waffles with some loves tomorrow. yess. i need to get away from everything, really.

uhhhhhh -_- "dk, dc" what is the meaning of alla this.

tgif

or not. haaah

well adriana the ugly is here. after so many weeks without her, finally. how i've missed spending my fridays with you
so today was a pretty good day.
im glad to have gotten all of the work due today off my chest. my little chest. our little chests. lmao. uhhh anyway,

thanks for the phone today. kaelan gave me a temporary phone. sidekick 3, wooo. haha its missing 2 buttons and its really confusing but it's all gooood.

i woke up hungry today. like every morning, usually. unless something is wrong with me. texted people, got ready, left the house.

ate my poptart on the way to school, studied.

starting hockey in pe. blah. it was super cold today. and i didn't wear my jacket to pe, brrrrr. and my hands were freezing, holding the hockey stick, vigorously owning travis.

and speaking of vigorous. huff is watching out for me, big time. how to change a drill bit -___-

uh. 20$ for yearbook tshirts. geom quiz was okay. i think i got 3 or 4 out of the 5. burrito for lunch. science test was super easy. and we're presenting in social studies. wonderful.

that's about it for now,

oh and i got some quite interesting texts today. ahaaaa

gravy

i'm gonna be up late tonight. studying/venting/thinking
for science test, possible wordpart quiz, possible ss quiz, possible presentation, and math quiz
and because everything is all my fault. yup. and nothing is yours. nope. all on me. its up to me. it's all about what i do and what i don't. doesn't matter what i think. because you have soo many problems. cause it's not your fault. so that would be selfish for me. because you try so hard. and i don't. and i don't do anything. yeah, that's it.



goodnight.

wasting time

so much homework/studying/stuff to do tonight.
tomorrow's friday, already!

well school was the saaaame.
homeroom: 8 minutes, whatevaaa
ss: presenting soon D: ah
pe: tied with mr.ward in basketball. 4 otter pops, yeeees. ahah
la: im "dually noted" every single day..
lunch: spaghetti and milk. kristen's favorite. lmao
yearbook: ordering tshirts. almost at my ar goal! naht.
geom: i need to go to stephen's house so brian can tutor me too. sike.
science: fell asleep. thanks for the "pillow", bp! haha :)

THEN AFTERSCHOOL, had my now daily convo with jesslyn and ashley about boys. then waited waited waited for my mother. so cold. thanks for the company kaelan, daniel, james, and ugly alexisvien<3. daniel, pft.

PISCES
Thursday, March 5
You are still on pretty good terms with your partner or significant other, but you have some communications problems with authority figures today. People seem to be in a bit of an authoritarian mood right now. Practice saying "yes, sir, no sir" because you may be saying it a lot today.

back to work, bye.

it's wierd

what my frustration/boredom can lead to




uglehs. sigh

great job

way to handle things and take responsibility for your own actions.

march 1st

february is already over, wow. this month passed by so fast. it's ridiculous. haha well today i decided to go camera shopping/browsing. so we hopped into the car and went to walmart and fry's. i think i know which camera i want although i know quite a few CLOSE people who have the same one. haha then we went to rite-aid to buy qtips, eyeliner, mascara, and chocolate. lmao. and for the record, i wasn't the one who wanted the chocolate! surprisingly. -_-

sushi with the surpreme ruler and her midget man, the party man, and nicoh later. oh how awkward will that be..

ohshiii, my birthday's comin up tomorrow!

jeeeeeez

no wonder your name in my phonebook is what it is.

..

no comment.

wow, writing private blogs are so easy. too bad they don't make me feel much better hahaaaaha

hot and bothered.

tgif

so today i was planning to stay afterschool till who knows when for our yearbook deadline. but nope, apparently mrs.dickerson made a mistake and the deadline's actually nextweek. and since we were excused from C and F period, we got alot done. well, free periods next week i guess :) and time to design the tshirt. finally.

anyway, i stayed afterschool for 40 min(?) then walked down to bp's house. kristen, adriana, ky, erin, and brianchao were there. just chilleed. some good friday chilling with some of mi loved ones. hahah
.. and some things certain people were doing that i did not need to see. uh
then adriana and kristen left cause they went to go straighten their hair(?) but they never came back.

walked to kristen's, picked up clothes and waveboard, walked back to bp's. brian leaves. then ky's mom picked us up and we went to kylie's. we originally planned to go to puente and eat some hotdog on a stick but bp and ky's mom were tryna beat eachother at tetris then we just decide we should stay at ky's. so her mom makes some weenies, rice, and noodles. yum.

played wii fit. josh came over. played some more. lmao. talked.
yes, what a friday :)

so much stuff to do by the end of the quarter, not enough time!

a little bit

uhh. haven't blogged in awhile
cccccelo: you havent blogged in a while

haha. welllll, today's wednesday, already! yesterday, i was so tired at school and when i came home, i ended up having a fever and slept at 8. then adriana the ugly called at 10 and talked to me for about a minute.

today, i woke up and felt super weak and cold. so i slept until 8:30 when i finally got up, ate breakfast, then decided i should go to school. so i took an advil and got ready.

then instead of getting chills, i felt super hot and sweaty. then my dad tells me the heaters on -__-

so i go downstairs and eat lunch before i go to school. and i get to school at lunch time. woo

haha easy day today. especially cause i only went to half of my classes and got some nice feedback. :) so many pages to finish in yearbook though! who knows how long i will be staying afterschool..


donde esta a-sheep?! hiding from me cause you dont wanna ruin what you gave up for lent, huh. buahahaha

adam robert cornejo

a very happy birthday to you and the food was great :)

got back at 11:30. super tired now but i don't think i'm sleeping that soon.


..dead.

wow

only your bestfriend(s) know.

i dont know..

what to do, what to do. i suck at life too much ..or most of the times
or when i'm doing sooo good, like everything is in place and almost perfect, i just get bombed outta the water. always always. well, what can you do? it is what it is. and hopefully, over time, yeeeeahh. i dont know..


PISCES
Friday, February 20
You and your mate could be discussing travel and education today when it dawns on you that you are like putty in their hands. It doesn't hurt to compromise every now and then, and today you will get more bees with honey than vinegar anyway. Giving in could be the shortest route to peace after all.

asdfghjkl;

woop.
so frustrated.
afterschool.
running.
back and forth.
library -> huff's <- library.
chris and keanu.
in my way.
i don't love either of you -_-
in the car.
mom.
mad.
phone broken.
can't see anything.

hoping kristen(or her dad) can help me out! ='(

highlight of the day: or was this yesterday? anyways, denny and his group were doing their presentation in social studies and they show a picture of sacagawea.
mr.dunphy: "you know that's not really sacagawea.."
denny: "oh, we found this on google though!"
mr.dunphy: "..and look boys and girls, here's a picture of Jesus!"

-________________-
ah, whatever. bye.

PISCES
Wednesday, February 18
You have a lot of really interesting creative ideas right now. You are in the mood to make some really big changes, but not everyone around you is so hot for change. You may have to make some changes or compromises because you don't see the whole picture right now.

guarded

it's amazing how myspace can tell you so much sometimes.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.


who knows.
all i know is, IT'S ONNNNN!



..but then again, no strings attached. soo,
(?!)


(gg adriana, like always)

happy valentine's day

aka single awareness day. haha, greeeat.

so since adriana thinks my blog is "soo gay" since i never blog anymore, this is for you, the love of my life. naht. cause you're a lil biatch.

anyway, yesterday was pouring. :]
thanks for the note/card, marshmallow.<3 hahaha
and thanks tawnya, grace, and adriana for being messengers.

homeroom, i just talked to brianchao/bc/buttcrack and kaelan the ugly. it was very disappointing seeing brian get a vgram but then i read the card and it was from austin vo, sooo. LOL that explains alot

PE was spent in the gym. thanks for the chocolate, millzzz! so good ^o^

LA was the usual and we got barely anything done but one lead-in. fail.

for lunch i had a spicy chicken sandwich. yum. thanks for the cookies, jerry! and the chocolate covered strawberries, ky! <3

yearbook was ezpz. didn't work on any pages cause we don't have our pictures yet so ariel, ria, michael, and i watched national treasure.

geometry quiz is a blur. i remember it being pretty easy, but i shouldn't speak too soon! haha -_-

during cperiod(science), ariel and i went to go take adv.art, cjsf, and spanish pictures.

and then in social studies, oh man. haha that sub was the definition of "idgaf"

my phone is all cracked and the screen is all ugly. and it's so depressing looking at my phone T_T


afterschool, WHILE YOU WERE HAVING FUN, ADRIANA
i went home and did nothing.

later, cousins came.
and whoo, last night was restless.

those little girls kept whispering and laughing and moving, but i finally fell asleep around 11 and woke up again at 12:45 because i hear my mom and her boyfriend downstairs talking. AND EATING RICE. ?!?!?!?!

then this morning, i wake up at 7:30. so early. for me.
to laughing, running around, and screaming.
and now, i am babysitting those little devils.



and look at what they told me to watch


so as you can tell, this is how i am spending my wonderful valentine's day of 2009. wooot

i sorta wanna move to my mom's, btw. everything's so clean and in order here. and i can actually talk to my mom about things and bond with her as a friend. but probably not, who knows. my dad's coming home today anyway.



ahhhhh, save me. WHERE IS EVERYBODY?!
hope you guys are having a much better one than me. haaaa
bye.

just kidding

i guess my mom's being nice. hahaa
so i get to use the laptop when i get the chance. hmm

weather's been great lately. rain<3
starts to make me think about thngs sometimes that get me kinda 'out of it' and distracted, but that's one thing i like about it. sometimes.

it's gone for now, but will be back this weekend, hopefully!
and usually, i would be really disappointed that the rain we finally get clears up
but the freezing weather made up for it. brrrr, so cold.

"if only everyone put out their fans, maybe it would snow!"

school's been ezpz except my 79% on the geometry test. -_-
i'll do A LOT better next time.

damn. valentine's day is coming up real soon too. haaaa

anyway, home alone with niko right now. that's a first

and mommy and ronnie are getting married?! :o
ooh, whaaat.



feel better my luff, i'm praying for you. :(

super failure

once again.
and i have to pack now.

mom's house = no computer?
= no blogging.
maybe it will do me some good.
so, have a nice week =)

happy birthday frances roldan

you threw a great party :)
hope you had a good one.

ah, i'm so tired and sore.
and apparently, everything i do is wrong/not enough.
=/ i wanna shoot myself.


goodnight.

the rain don't last forever

well i hope it does physically, but not emotionally.
if that makes any sense at all. cause i tend to not make sense most of the time..
only to myself.

what am i doing today?
going to frances's party, i think.
maybe then i could refresh and have a good time, or not. who knows.


save meeeeeee
0o: haha
0o: one night im gonna drive to your house and kidnap you



good luck today.

failure

i feel so 'lowly' of myself
and incapable of so much.

maybe i really don't have much to offer
cause then what have i been doing or trying to do this whole time.
maybe i need to redeem myself..?

lemme QQ and TT now. haaaa
blahblah. at least there's rain ..and tawnya



valentine's day is coming up btw. hmmmmmm
sweet dreams.

"that's cowardly."

a-sheep, that is not cowardly.
but i guess i won't do it if you say so.

but i was unsure, and maybe i said some things i didn't mean. but those were my current thoughts/feelings at that moment so i'll just leave it up. i guess!

haaaaaa
"i'm not the mind/idea/thought person guru person."
boo hoo. you're not really on lockdown. :(

rain

is great<3
always puts me in a better mood
IF ONLY IT RAINED BEFORE WE HAD P.E. haha
hmmmm, time keeps passing by so fast. this week is almost over, already!

1. i should really start on my homework. but i don't feel like it just quite yet. no worries, easy stuff. cause for once in a long time, i actually get school. not just one subject, not just how to get by, but i KNOW what i'm learning and it feels so good.

2. i could look at this one way, or another. but i'm deciding not to let it bother me and not gaf because you, for a fact, will not and cannot be my first priority. we'll just see what happens..

3. i don't think you are making a good choice in this and that maybe you need to think things over a little more and look in all different point of views, not just one. i might not know you that well, but i think you can do better than that. this isn't about anyone, BUT you. so forget about what everyone else says here and there and choose wisely, really.

i don't think anyone really knows who are the people i'm talking about here and if they did, they might not know what i'm talking about. and maybe we should keep it that way.



Pisces: Thursday, February 5
You may suffer from foot in mouth disorder every time someone of the opposite sex crosses your path today. You feel nervous and uncertain and you are not really sure why. They seem a little extra testy and you are right to watch what you say.

my horoscope never fails to amaze me.

thanks for lunch today, btw. :)

pondering

overall, today was a pretty good day. a little warmer than i would like, but i'd rather have this than the blazin 90 degree weather we had in the middle of january -.-

dangit kristy, you should've told me you were coming to visit earlier! :(
i've missed you so much! and i only got to see you for likee 30 sec. and i was rushing to class too. booooo. spring break, forsure! and just wait for me, till next september. then you can see me everyday, just like before. ^_^ haa

speaking of missing.. i miss you luff, alot!
marshmallow fluff. haaaah
and last night, how can i forget something you said?! especially if it was important. i must have been really out of it, or did you not really say something of that sort?
i don't know.. FORGIVE ME THOUGH. D: what you say IS important and i DO listen, but my mind can only hold/take in so much at a time.

i had more to say after that.
but i'm gonna wait till i talk to you later, maybe.
unless i forget.. aho ho ho.

anyway,
starting on 3rd deadline for yearbook.
this one's gonna be a killer. so many pages.
and ARIEL, CERTAIN PEOPLE. AHEM HM ha ha ha. we'll just see what goes down in the next few weeks!


me so hungry.
i was gonna have to go to an IB meeting tonight, but nope.
going to go eat dinner instead. >:] heh

moniquebeezy: im hungry though ariel D:
munchybunchy74: ur always hungry monique

WELL THIS EXPLAINS ALOT.

ciao for now.
hoping it rains tomorrow!

i'll do it myself,

thanks.
gahhhhd, dunphy's project. mann, it's due tomorrow and we are far from being done. so i just took everyone's flash drive and said "yknow what, i'll just take them home and finish the powerpoints. just memorize your parts for the presentation." -_____- damn. if you knew who was in my group, you would know wsup.

ooh, what a weekend btw. thanks anyone who listened, and i'm sorry to whoever i blew up on. haaaaa

sleeping at 12AM last night was a bad idea. ADRIANA, GRR. ahah, i was so tired today. so when i got home, i did my geometry, and took a nap for about an hour. maybe a waste of time, but i have a project to finish tonight, so might as well rest up a bit before.

and so many pages to finish in yearbook for deadline 3! WE GOT THIS ARIEL. wooot


goodbye for now.
let's see how tonight unfolds..

lonely

hahaah, yup. once again, another friday without adriana. how disappointing :(
tgi frkn friday though.

i love how they go by so fast.

oh and gg for my history project, but it's all good! we got this, brianne! we're gonna get that A. with yvette, or not. noooot!
this week started off ehh, but it got alot better.

i am so content with life right now.
feel's too good. like the feeling after i eat lee's sandwiches
like being full, without having to unbutton my pants :) ahoho
praying that this feeling lasts though -.-
"all good things come to an end." i'm hoping that's not my case.

one thing i am VERY happy about is my grades, MY GRADES. i was so anxious and worried, waiting for my report card to come home. then yesterday i finally got it, and i was soo happy. haha. maybe they're not that great (especially compared to brian chao's! grr) but they were alot better than i expected them to be and it showed that i did actually try!
+ my father was proud of meee :] and that's a great feeling
especially because since 6th grade till now, he set his mind to thinking that i didn't care about school anymore or that i've stopped trying. just cause of a certain something or change that happened the previous summer..
or maybe it's not that. but he forshure isn't totally clueless.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =)
and now i am sitting home alone. blasting music on my speakers
feels good, but the rest of my night best not be like this! haha

IT'S FRIDAY! until next time, have a good one.



p.s. I STILL MISS YOU. hmmmm
initiate, how. lemme ponder on that

^o^ haaaaa..